Assalamualaikum..
Dh cuti 2 hr mcm heaven gile.. bla nk stat keje memg liat.. lg2 dgn keadaan skang.. memg menyakitkan hati.. nanti dtg tsunami plak.. perghh.. cmane la nk hdpi bnd nih.. Ak hrp sgt Allah permudahkan cara.. mcm serbut je nk g keje tiap2 hr.. rimas!
bln dpan wpon dh stat sekolah, tp tiap mggu ms ak full gile ah.. wedding. very happy kwn ms kecik ak nk kawen da.. tahniah to her (Ana). teringt lg kenangan ms kecik.. gado sume. sb umah dekt xdala lama gado.. bla dh besar ak dh merntau, kurg sket ngan dia.. kdg2 je bla balik kg ak singgh umah dia sembang2.. tup2 nak kawen dh..haish~
then, kwn U plak nk kawen. plus ada kenduri cukur jambul ank cousin ak.. yg ni paling rpt ngan aku ms kecik. smpai skang bla pandang dia, mesti teringt kejhtan ak kt dia.. dia ni cm lembut sket.. wpon ak ni suke pnjt pokok smpai pucuk, jatuh ats reban ayam sume, ak still main masak2.. ngan Ana la.. ak bengan je sb dia xnk ikt org lain g main dia tetp ikt bntot aku.. naik rimas. so, 1 hr tu ak mrh sgt, ak hentak kepala dia kat digding.. ingt lg ms tu nenek ak tgah menjahit inner sari, trus lari tarik cousin ak nih.. cousin ak ni laki.. pastu nenek ak mrhla aku.. aish! memg tensi woo klu org asek ikt bntot je.. dia laki ak pmpuan.. skang dia chef. klu ak tau dia memg suke msk, ak bia je dia ikt aku.. tp tensi gak sb suke perli ak sb dia fkr ak still boyish cm dulu n x reti msk.. eskuse me.. ak dh reti msk ok.. stkt ni xdala yg keracunan mkn mskan aku..ahahha... tp dia ni msk western je.. so, bla balik kg, dia msk memg muka terpksa je mkn bnd2 pelik tu.. tp dia msk mskan melayu agk fail so, ak menang gak la.. kan duk Malaysia nih.. bkn duk lua negara. tp sepjg ak kawan ngan mana2 lelaki masing2 suke western..tensi~ (-_-")
skang ni cousin ak ni dh ada ank. means dh jd father to a son.. im so happy.. dia ni sebaya ngan aku tp agk pasif.. ak je mcm lanun. tp akula slalu back up dia klu gado.. ceh2,, mcm hero aku ni..kahkah.. klu fkr balik btl ke ak ni mcm jantan dulu.. tp btlla, kebykn lelaki skeliling ak lembut n pasif..kehkeh.. itula namanya "positive attractive". =)
smpai skang ni pon family ak suke cite perangai ak yg boyis ms kecik. mana pokok kt kg ak xpnjt, sume dh. cume skang dh xda sume pokok tu, so xda bukti.. ak dulu pon xda la pndai nk ukir " linda the great was here" kt pokok tu..ahahah.. mgkn sb tu hati aku agk kers.. n mlt memg suke melepas. better than ak ckp blakang n sakit hati.. slain tu ada bnd yg ak xleh lupa abg ak yg penakut ms kecik.. ktrg ni beza x jauh.. dlm2 thun, lahir pon dlm bulan yg sm, n dekat2.. dia 21hb aku 24hb.. abg ak ni memg gile2 pasif.. sgt pendiam sume.. nk ktkan 1 hr tu dia nk g toilet, mak ak suh pegi.. ms tu duk bemban.. toilet ak tu bersmbung ngan pintu blakang, n bwh pintu tu berlubang utk memudhkan kemasukan serangga termasuk ular.. ms tu ada cicak mati dlm toilet, abg ak pth balik dia suh ak tman sb ada cicak mati.. ak pon jd guard ms abg ak g toilet..
lg satu ak ni ganas, dulu kusi umah rotan, lari2 kna sagat, kua drh.. abg ak dh mcm meroyan ak xpsn ada drh smpai mak ak tnjuk.. muka still xda persn, pas mak ak cuci, ak smbung terkam abg aku.. ahahah.. memg fkr baik rs ktrg ni slh waktu lahir.. mgkn ak ni lelaki dia pmpuan.. abg ak sgt teliti wat keje smpai ak kategori dia lembab. ak ni buat keje cpat tp kekemasan sume memg ke laut..
hmm.. dh melalut2..mgkn hrni hepi sket..
Ya Allah, ak berterima kasih atas rezekimu. ak bersyukur dgn hidayah yg kau berikan pada dia dan aku hrp ia akan berkekalan. Ak mohon berilah petunjuk dan hidayah pada orang yang menyesatkan dia.. Ak amat bersyukur atas perubahannya.. Amiinn...
dari,
seorang ank dan hamba-Mu.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Blogging till the end of 2011
Assalamualaikum..
Look like i manage to update my blog again this month. who knows. being free and im quite bored with days lately. finish my day in office n bla..bla..bla.. its quite free now after come out the necessary DN. and its finish already.. horeayy! but still shaking to wait what will happen next for year end closing.. is it terrible as i heard before? i will experience it dis year..
love to say n Insyallah one of my close friend in UKM will get married in January. She just get engaged last couple of week if not mistaken. cant wait to attend her wedding coz its involved two country. female side from Malaysia and Male side from Indonesia. during the engagement also we can see the different of two tradition. its quite impressive to see what end up her relationship now after a lot of obstacle from one side of the family.. Along, may your relationship last forever and get blessed! Insyallah.. I pray for your happiness.. (T_T)
As a friend its really touch to see your friends get marry even engaged. means, they are in a new phase and it will be continued into the serious phase which is having family. no more days of childish, stupid things and flirting around. u wont get closed anymore esp for a woman. new surrounding, new responsibility and new 'term' of life. become a mother or father..
its quite weird in what happen to me this last few month, i know it has a reasons. Ya Allah please save my people around me and avoid them from the bad people.
just realize i dont have much time for myself.. next Saturday is black weekend for me.. me and my colleague have to go to site for stock count purpose. and next weekend had some celebration then come the end of the year for annual celebration for company. i hate dinner. have to use money and mind. wastage of my cells and financial. but already save money by borrowing.. Who cares??hehe..
Ok, this chinese new year i have plotted my calendar for my friends wedding plus my trip also. can be considered i think. at Terengganu.. Need to find best place to go. maybe can be consider for masjid besi, pulauan and so on.. already found one as my our guide but she also need Garmin.. ceh.. neber mind la.. I wish it can be true!
Look like i manage to update my blog again this month. who knows. being free and im quite bored with days lately. finish my day in office n bla..bla..bla.. its quite free now after come out the necessary DN. and its finish already.. horeayy! but still shaking to wait what will happen next for year end closing.. is it terrible as i heard before? i will experience it dis year..
love to say n Insyallah one of my close friend in UKM will get married in January. She just get engaged last couple of week if not mistaken. cant wait to attend her wedding coz its involved two country. female side from Malaysia and Male side from Indonesia. during the engagement also we can see the different of two tradition. its quite impressive to see what end up her relationship now after a lot of obstacle from one side of the family.. Along, may your relationship last forever and get blessed! Insyallah.. I pray for your happiness.. (T_T)
As a friend its really touch to see your friends get marry even engaged. means, they are in a new phase and it will be continued into the serious phase which is having family. no more days of childish, stupid things and flirting around. u wont get closed anymore esp for a woman. new surrounding, new responsibility and new 'term' of life. become a mother or father..
its quite weird in what happen to me this last few month, i know it has a reasons. Ya Allah please save my people around me and avoid them from the bad people.
just realize i dont have much time for myself.. next Saturday is black weekend for me.. me and my colleague have to go to site for stock count purpose. and next weekend had some celebration then come the end of the year for annual celebration for company. i hate dinner. have to use money and mind. wastage of my cells and financial. but already save money by borrowing.. Who cares??hehe..
Ok, this chinese new year i have plotted my calendar for my friends wedding plus my trip also. can be considered i think. at Terengganu.. Need to find best place to go. maybe can be consider for masjid besi, pulauan and so on.. already found one as my our guide but she also need Garmin.. ceh.. neber mind la.. I wish it can be true!
Last not least, want to share one quote from my friends, thanks to her~
"If you feel you being disappointed by some one, that means you learning not to giving hope"
Sunday, December 4, 2011
pink ribbon for breast cancer awareness.
Assalamualaikum..
Too much dis time for not updating my blog for almost 3 month.. Cant believe to be in December. Hey! i feel like just a couple days ago celebrating New Year 2011.. Come on! keep up ur mind 2011 will be leaving and head into 2012. for those people who really care about a good number for wedding, engagement or any special day 2012 is the last. pick ur date 20.12.2012/12.12.12 or whatever cause month got only 12. Oh! i already have a niece. adorable~ cannot tahan to penyek2 her everyday until my mom scold me.
cute jumper.
maybe she will be in pink team like her mom. oh no!
For this 2 month two share my path of life or journey really can burst my cell to re-call. im having my forum for officer, orientation after my 6 month working life in Brunsfield. Dont u think orientation just for a new appointments? not including my employer. once a year no matter u have been in the company for almost 1 year, 3 year or more than that. if u havent go, u have to go. shit man! for older it really borrriiinnnggggg.....
Last week i went to Breast cancer awareness talk. guess what i learn a lot. please go through my points;
i. people who didnt get married vs people who get married but yet no children got the same risk of breast cancer.
ii. the more u have breast feed, the less u got he risk for it.
iii. wearing bra in ur sleeptime, or wearing 'wired-bra' not give any risk for breast cancer. not because it have been proved but no research have been made from this factor to prove its one of the risk to get this cancer.
iv. some woman got pimple come out around the surface of the breast, its not one of the factor that make u in risk of having breast cancer. it just a common thing when ur skin been clogged (sumthing like cause of having pimple on ur face)
v. two types of normal examination for woman, mammogram and pap smear. pap smear test need to be have just AFTER u sexually active. mammogram need after 40s and above. pap smear after u give birth. (normally)
vi. Breast cancer is PAINLESS, it get pain just after it spread into ur lungs, blood cell, brain cell or any vital cells.
vii. Regular breast examination and mammograms can detect smaller lumps.(so rajin2 la buat esp after period)
viii. For woman, the most highest cancer is Breast cancer, for man, prostate and colonoscopy (google and find urself what it is), i think for who are a hard-smoker or even smoker should stop ur habits coz it is a major factor.
Finish on that. After 2011 give me a lesson to think twice (even more) about my life and my target. what i do for 2011? what i achieved? to list ur goals set is easy but to fulfill it is another story to be focus. My list for 2012? married? no! its been kick for miles away. im just a human. but im not avoid it. should i list my target? i dont think so. for my life for 23 years im never believe on having list or goals even during my big exam, i just go through it coz i know that im not a person who really always well-prepared, organized and so on. im just me, who like to have my life on the dot of time it goes into my mind. bad huh? no target, no goals and even dont know what i want. eh, wait! i want a happy family. can i get it?? please.. oh man, just like im monolog while im typing. did i have to change? maybe i should have my own target. can i said my dream also is my target? i always want to have another convocation, i do want to have my masters, i do want to have my own house.. maybe it can be my target for 2012. not bad for a beginner. =)
i hope i will be more matured and well organized. for seriously i do a big mistake for announcing that not confirmed yet. now,im suffering to answered all of the questions. something make me down and frustrated.! not suitable to open it up. but its really make me miserable. stop hoping!
time off dear.maybe next IF i have my goals for my 2012 i will share. em, im not sure when i will have my time to updating my blog. for this december will be my first year to involved in Year end closing. its already make me feel sick enough. it will be end mid of January next year. Happy advance new year. lets welcoming 2012 and hope it will be a better year than another. (no comment for 20.12.2012, but i hope it will be always be my reminder. Wallahualam.)
Bla pkai tudung je dia dh ckp "kakak, nak ikut". so, ak tercair and akan bwk dia wpon nk g alih kete je. (-_-") stop buli me la kecik!
p.s: first when i see calendar, first Ramadhan will be on 21.7.2012. (^_^)/
Too much dis time for not updating my blog for almost 3 month.. Cant believe to be in December. Hey! i feel like just a couple days ago celebrating New Year 2011.. Come on! keep up ur mind 2011 will be leaving and head into 2012. for those people who really care about a good number for wedding, engagement or any special day 2012 is the last. pick ur date 20.12.2012/12.12.12 or whatever cause month got only 12. Oh! i already have a niece. adorable~ cannot tahan to penyek2 her everyday until my mom scold me.
cute jumper.
maybe she will be in pink team like her mom. oh no!
For this 2 month two share my path of life or journey really can burst my cell to re-call. im having my forum for officer, orientation after my 6 month working life in Brunsfield. Dont u think orientation just for a new appointments? not including my employer. once a year no matter u have been in the company for almost 1 year, 3 year or more than that. if u havent go, u have to go. shit man! for older it really borrriiinnnggggg.....
Last week i went to Breast cancer awareness talk. guess what i learn a lot. please go through my points;
i. people who didnt get married vs people who get married but yet no children got the same risk of breast cancer.
ii. the more u have breast feed, the less u got he risk for it.
iii. wearing bra in ur sleeptime, or wearing 'wired-bra' not give any risk for breast cancer. not because it have been proved but no research have been made from this factor to prove its one of the risk to get this cancer.
iv. some woman got pimple come out around the surface of the breast, its not one of the factor that make u in risk of having breast cancer. it just a common thing when ur skin been clogged (sumthing like cause of having pimple on ur face)
v. two types of normal examination for woman, mammogram and pap smear. pap smear test need to be have just AFTER u sexually active. mammogram need after 40s and above. pap smear after u give birth. (normally)
vi. Breast cancer is PAINLESS, it get pain just after it spread into ur lungs, blood cell, brain cell or any vital cells.
vii. Regular breast examination and mammograms can detect smaller lumps.(so rajin2 la buat esp after period)
viii. For woman, the most highest cancer is Breast cancer, for man, prostate and colonoscopy (google and find urself what it is), i think for who are a hard-smoker or even smoker should stop ur habits coz it is a major factor.
Finish on that. After 2011 give me a lesson to think twice (even more) about my life and my target. what i do for 2011? what i achieved? to list ur goals set is easy but to fulfill it is another story to be focus. My list for 2012? married? no! its been kick for miles away. im just a human. but im not avoid it. should i list my target? i dont think so. for my life for 23 years im never believe on having list or goals even during my big exam, i just go through it coz i know that im not a person who really always well-prepared, organized and so on. im just me, who like to have my life on the dot of time it goes into my mind. bad huh? no target, no goals and even dont know what i want. eh, wait! i want a happy family. can i get it?? please.. oh man, just like im monolog while im typing. did i have to change? maybe i should have my own target. can i said my dream also is my target? i always want to have another convocation, i do want to have my masters, i do want to have my own house.. maybe it can be my target for 2012. not bad for a beginner. =)
i hope i will be more matured and well organized. for seriously i do a big mistake for announcing that not confirmed yet. now,im suffering to answered all of the questions. something make me down and frustrated.! not suitable to open it up. but its really make me miserable. stop hoping!
time off dear.maybe next IF i have my goals for my 2012 i will share. em, im not sure when i will have my time to updating my blog. for this december will be my first year to involved in Year end closing. its already make me feel sick enough. it will be end mid of January next year. Happy advance new year. lets welcoming 2012 and hope it will be a better year than another. (no comment for 20.12.2012, but i hope it will be always be my reminder. Wallahualam.)
Bla pkai tudung je dia dh ckp "kakak, nak ikut". so, ak tercair and akan bwk dia wpon nk g alih kete je. (-_-") stop buli me la kecik!
p.s: first when i see calendar, first Ramadhan will be on 21.7.2012. (^_^)/
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
a record for a month
really impress what already happened in my day and night for the whole of this month. being so depress for almost the whole month. its really make me exhausted.
i just need someone to see into my eyes and listen instead of telling me what should i do.
some one that can lend me their shoulder to wipe my tears and relief me out from this feeling. some one that can give me a spirit and just give me a smile to prove that im still needed in this life.
even i know everything goes for a reason reciprocally i just want to know the reason to makes me understand and ready. im thinking how small heart that i have but carries a lot of feeling. love, hatred and sadness. just imagine how its feels until it just wait to blow out.
the best treatment is to be alone and give yourself some space to cry and let it goes along with ur tears.
sometimes u got to learn to smile through the pain.
i just need someone to see into my eyes and listen instead of telling me what should i do.
some one that can lend me their shoulder to wipe my tears and relief me out from this feeling. some one that can give me a spirit and just give me a smile to prove that im still needed in this life.
even i know everything goes for a reason reciprocally i just want to know the reason to makes me understand and ready. im thinking how small heart that i have but carries a lot of feeling. love, hatred and sadness. just imagine how its feels until it just wait to blow out.
the best treatment is to be alone and give yourself some space to cry and let it goes along with ur tears.
sometimes u got to learn to smile through the pain.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Marathon on weekend.
Assalamualaikum..
Hrni, nk xnak kena gak update blog uk weekend pny.. mggu lpas serius pnat gile n ofkos gembira jgak sb my bb dtg ms wedding wani n half of konvoi raya.. mak ak pon tny gak bla menantu aye dia nk dtg.. kebetulan plak..
On Sat, hbs je keje trus g wedding wani, luckily ak pegi ms nikah dia. so, even ak dtg lmbt ms resepsi dia, at least ak dpt gak jumpa kwn lama yg x jumpa since form 4. masing2 sebok tny bla turn ak.. mcm soalan wajib plak bla jumpa member2 skang nih.. ms wedding wani ni ak bwk Miss GPS aku a.k.a yana.. nasib dia sudi nk ikt n bawak ak g embassyview n amek miss Ilya
Wani, Semoga Berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..=)
Next?
Umi n Miss GPS
Sayang, nk mcm ni blh?
Since ini musim raya, rs mcm blm ptt je up pic raya.. next updates..
P/S: Cik Illiyana as requested..
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Hrni, nk xnak kena gak update blog uk weekend pny.. mggu lpas serius pnat gile n ofkos gembira jgak sb my bb dtg ms wedding wani n half of konvoi raya.. mak ak pon tny gak bla menantu aye dia nk dtg.. kebetulan plak..
On Sat, hbs je keje trus g wedding wani, luckily ak pegi ms nikah dia. so, even ak dtg lmbt ms resepsi dia, at least ak dpt gak jumpa kwn lama yg x jumpa since form 4. masing2 sebok tny bla turn ak.. mcm soalan wajib plak bla jumpa member2 skang nih.. ms wedding wani ni ak bwk Miss GPS aku a.k.a yana.. nasib dia sudi nk ikt n bawak ak g embassyview n amek miss Ilya
Wani, Semoga Berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..=)
Next?
Umi n Miss GPS
Then, after wedding wani, kul 2 lbh grak balik n rushing to embassyview. giler kentang ms tu hujan lebat gile. bsh lencun. Sian yana sb x sempt nk ry umah sy.. xpela next time bebeh. ry sebulan. ms ni x blh lupa yana asek ngomel dia suka gile ak ngan bf ak.. dia nk ktrg cept kawen n ada ank cepat.. tetba rs sedih plak.. hmm..
ok, nak tau embassiview tu apa? since ak keje kat syarikt construction, embassyview ni slh satu projek company ak yg dh siap.. kra berunity n menyambut hari raya skali la.. nk show off ke? ahahah.. besela.. embassyview ni kondo y terletak kat jalan ampang sebelah perkeso.. hrga dia half million.. penthouse je dh 7 million. ms ni ada gak lwtn ke penthouse tp ak sebok main kt GF ngan yana after asar.. so, xdala pic night view kt penthouse. kul 7 waktu dinner. after maghrib ktrg pon g mkn. ms ni ngan yana je. bg menhilangkan rs sedih dia sb asek dpt sad face ms main game.. lbh 1 jam ak berkelah ngan dia bersama kak shafa n husband dia. lpas je mkn trus main balik. ms game last bru yana dpt 1 smiling face and aku 2.. tp hadiah tetp sm.. konpius gakla.. tp janji enjoy. after balik tu, g amek ilya kat PJ.
ok, nak tau embassiview tu apa? since ak keje kat syarikt construction, embassyview ni slh satu projek company ak yg dh siap.. kra berunity n menyambut hari raya skali la.. nk show off ke? ahahah.. besela.. embassyview ni kondo y terletak kat jalan ampang sebelah perkeso.. hrga dia half million.. penthouse je dh 7 million. ms ni ada gak lwtn ke penthouse tp ak sebok main kt GF ngan yana after asar.. so, xdala pic night view kt penthouse. kul 7 waktu dinner. after maghrib ktrg pon g mkn. ms ni ngan yana je. bg menhilangkan rs sedih dia sb asek dpt sad face ms main game.. lbh 1 jam ak berkelah ngan dia bersama kak shafa n husband dia. lpas je mkn trus main balik. ms game last bru yana dpt 1 smiling face and aku 2.. tp hadiah tetp sm.. konpius gakla.. tp janji enjoy. after balik tu, g amek ilya kat PJ.
Sayang, nk mcm ni blh?
Since ini musim raya, rs mcm blm ptt je up pic raya.. next updates..
P/S: Cik Illiyana as requested..
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Sunday, September 11, 2011
Assalamualaikum..
Monday sickness btl hrni.. Mengantuk, Bosan sumelah.. Pastu xda keje taip nama bf sdr kt google. tp sb ofis aku ni pelik, ak type la satu2.. pastu ak komenlah.. hehe.. I love u b..
I = Ikhlas
B = Bijaksana
N = Naif
U = Untung
F = Fleksibel
A = Amanah
D = Dinamik
H = Harum
I = Idealistik
L = Lemah Lembut
Wah.. mcm gile hebat kan orgnye..
1. Ikhlas.
Yes, dia sgt ikhlas orgnye.. ikhlas menyayangi sy, wpon sy ni xda apa2. dan ikhlas juga mengutuk saya. Setakat ni mcm2 pggilan dh sy dpt dr dia pumpkin, bucuk, bulat, debab dll. (gile ikhlas n jujur.)
2. Bijaksana.
Setakat ni tgk, memg bijakla.. sume bnd ak tny kat dia. esp, psl agama.. mungkin x seperfect ustaz tp dia byk tau.. dulu klu ms mula2 kawn, tgk result dia gile gempak. tp x sume akn berada kat ats kan.. dia sgt pndai cntrl keadaan.. kdg2 dgn 1 perkataan je dia blh buat mrh sy reda.. dia pndai gak amek hati mak saya. plg impress ayah pon blh open dh pasl dia..=)
3. Naif.
Yang ni kdg2 je.. xdala naif sgt. rsnye ak yg naif sb slalu kna main dgn dia.. uppsss.. main kan dgn perktn. Dia suke ckp sesuatu ngan cnfident n ak tukang percy.. pastu dia suke glakkan aku kuat2.. citt
('When u laugh at ur own jokes, thats when i know that i love u more than anything".)
4. Untung.
Hmm.. ni nk ckp untung dr segi apa eh>? klu dr segi dpt org cm aku, mcm kurg untung je.. tp mgkn dr segi lain.. ermm.. dia sgt untung dpt keluarga yg sgt perfect.. Dia untung sb dia ada peluang utk explore dunia.. n stkt ni tgk dia berniaga, untung je..hehe
5. Fleksibel.
haaa,, yg ini Strongly Agreed. coz anytime ddia blh ada kat mana2. esp, kwn dia minx tlg.. its normal klu lelaki pentingkan kwn dia.. ak pon x blh nk kt apa tp jeles jgak sb dia ada kwn yg rpt dr kecik smpai besar. then, dia blh accept cmane aku.. cthnya, ak kt x cnfirm ngan sesuatu bnd n ak suh tunggu final decision, dia ok je.. apa je keputusan akhir ak, dia ok je.. n ak salute sb dia sgt penyabar orgnye.. ak rasa hubungan ak kekal smpai skang ngan dia pon sb sifat tu.. mak ak pon ckp..thanks sayang~
6. Amanah.
yes. dia sgt amanah. ada pnah skali tu ak suh buat apa ntah, n bnd tu sgt sensitif sb melibtkan password, n ak ckp jgn sentuh apa2, dia begitu amanah x buat. klu nk bndg ngan org yg sentiasa curious tu, memg dh hlang sift tu..
7. Dinamik.
err,, apa mksd yg betul pasl dinamik ea? Serba boleh rsnye..klu ikt mksd ni, serba boleh tu utk certain bnd yg dia mint la.. eh, tp dia dh pndai msk.. ok la tu.. tp dia sgt independent orgnye...
8. Harum?
eerrrr.. xtau cmane la nk jwb. skip jela..=P
9. Idealistik.
Yang ni blh thn kot. but equal.. idea jht ngan baik.. memg ak pon suka mintak idea dia klu nk buat pape.. 1 ak ni mls nk berfkr.. lg2 pasl pemilihan bj bla nk kua. wpon kdg2 ak x ikt tp most of it very helpfull..
10. Lemah lembut.
Aish, nape x lincah instead of lemah lembut. ni mak mcm blh bc je fkrn mak ak.. ahahah.. mak ak kt bf ak ni lembut je nk dibandingkan ak yg kers hati n kasar nih. Memgla, dia lyn sume org pon lembut. memg dia lembut hati, esp melibtkan mak dia.. dia blh nangis klu tgk mak dia nangis. n hati dia sgt sensitip. kira lembut la tu... ak n dia ibrt tisu muka ngan tisu toilet kan beza struktur nye..ahahhaha=P
Dats all la.. but tp (perlu ke nak translate?) ini sekadar terjemahan je.. jgnla percaya sgt..=)
to b: jgn mare..=))
Monday sickness btl hrni.. Mengantuk, Bosan sumelah.. Pastu xda keje taip nama bf sdr kt google. tp sb ofis aku ni pelik, ak type la satu2.. pastu ak komenlah.. hehe.. I love u b..
I = Ikhlas
B = Bijaksana
N = Naif
U = Untung
F = Fleksibel
A = Amanah
D = Dinamik
H = Harum
I = Idealistik
L = Lemah Lembut
Wah.. mcm gile hebat kan orgnye..
1. Ikhlas.
Yes, dia sgt ikhlas orgnye.. ikhlas menyayangi sy, wpon sy ni xda apa2. dan ikhlas juga mengutuk saya. Setakat ni mcm2 pggilan dh sy dpt dr dia pumpkin, bucuk, bulat, debab dll. (gile ikhlas n jujur.)
2. Bijaksana.
Setakat ni tgk, memg bijakla.. sume bnd ak tny kat dia. esp, psl agama.. mungkin x seperfect ustaz tp dia byk tau.. dulu klu ms mula2 kawn, tgk result dia gile gempak. tp x sume akn berada kat ats kan.. dia sgt pndai cntrl keadaan.. kdg2 dgn 1 perkataan je dia blh buat mrh sy reda.. dia pndai gak amek hati mak saya. plg impress ayah pon blh open dh pasl dia..=)
3. Naif.
Yang ni kdg2 je.. xdala naif sgt. rsnye ak yg naif sb slalu kna main dgn dia.. uppsss.. main kan dgn perktn. Dia suke ckp sesuatu ngan cnfident n ak tukang percy.. pastu dia suke glakkan aku kuat2.. citt
('When u laugh at ur own jokes, thats when i know that i love u more than anything".)
4. Untung.
Hmm.. ni nk ckp untung dr segi apa eh>? klu dr segi dpt org cm aku, mcm kurg untung je.. tp mgkn dr segi lain.. ermm.. dia sgt untung dpt keluarga yg sgt perfect.. Dia untung sb dia ada peluang utk explore dunia.. n stkt ni tgk dia berniaga, untung je..hehe
5. Fleksibel.
haaa,, yg ini Strongly Agreed. coz anytime ddia blh ada kat mana2. esp, kwn dia minx tlg.. its normal klu lelaki pentingkan kwn dia.. ak pon x blh nk kt apa tp jeles jgak sb dia ada kwn yg rpt dr kecik smpai besar. then, dia blh accept cmane aku.. cthnya, ak kt x cnfirm ngan sesuatu bnd n ak suh tunggu final decision, dia ok je.. apa je keputusan akhir ak, dia ok je.. n ak salute sb dia sgt penyabar orgnye.. ak rasa hubungan ak kekal smpai skang ngan dia pon sb sifat tu.. mak ak pon ckp..thanks sayang~
6. Amanah.
yes. dia sgt amanah. ada pnah skali tu ak suh buat apa ntah, n bnd tu sgt sensitif sb melibtkan password, n ak ckp jgn sentuh apa2, dia begitu amanah x buat. klu nk bndg ngan org yg sentiasa curious tu, memg dh hlang sift tu..
7. Dinamik.
err,, apa mksd yg betul pasl dinamik ea? Serba boleh rsnye..klu ikt mksd ni, serba boleh tu utk certain bnd yg dia mint la.. eh, tp dia dh pndai msk.. ok la tu.. tp dia sgt independent orgnye...
8. Harum?
eerrrr.. xtau cmane la nk jwb. skip jela..=P
9. Idealistik.
Yang ni blh thn kot. but equal.. idea jht ngan baik.. memg ak pon suka mintak idea dia klu nk buat pape.. 1 ak ni mls nk berfkr.. lg2 pasl pemilihan bj bla nk kua. wpon kdg2 ak x ikt tp most of it very helpfull..
10. Lemah lembut.
Aish, nape x lincah instead of lemah lembut. ni mak mcm blh bc je fkrn mak ak.. ahahah.. mak ak kt bf ak ni lembut je nk dibandingkan ak yg kers hati n kasar nih. Memgla, dia lyn sume org pon lembut. memg dia lembut hati, esp melibtkan mak dia.. dia blh nangis klu tgk mak dia nangis. n hati dia sgt sensitip. kira lembut la tu... ak n dia ibrt tisu muka ngan tisu toilet kan beza struktur nye..ahahhaha=P
Dats all la.. but tp (perlu ke nak translate?) ini sekadar terjemahan je.. jgnla percaya sgt..=)
to b: jgn mare..=))
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Together we learn.
Assalamualaikum..
Kali ni kta update blog kat opis plak.. bosan gle, banyak acces internet byk kena block! cit~ but better la.. at least blhla nk pusing2. Datang keje awl pagi, slain x pegi breakfast n snaman mulut pagi2 ngan kwn opis, ktrg akn duk opis, tgk emel, clean emel, bc paper, sembang2.. klu byk keje tu, smpai kul 7 pon dh stat buat keje.. Harini lagi sorg kwn aku akn bergelar isteri.. Yang kira rpt, ini yg ke2 pny wedding.. kwn ak xdala rmai sgt dah kawen tp klu tgk fb tu, melampau je skang, sebut psl harga hantaran kawen la, pastu profile pic nk ltak pic tgah hold baby atau pic baby.. musim kot~ maklumla nk dekat hjg thun ni, kad kawen pon byk je smpai kt umah..
Before ni ada ckp pasl contribution as a brunsfielders, pegi sport club bagai. Tp dh byk kot aktiviti ofis yg ak escape. bkn sb mls tp suke sgt buat masa x sesuai.. besok, pas keje, trus g wedding, and then before 3.30 dh kna smpai embassyview utk family day brunsfield. dalam hati mula dh memg nk escape tp compulsary plak. siap ada attendance bagai.. hmm.. macam2.. duduk dalam company besar kenalah hadapi pelbagai bnd yg baru.. sbnarnya xdala nk cr keje kat company besar je tp kebetulan je dpt keje kat company cmni.. before ni nama Brunsfield pon ak xpnah dgr, n x pnah tau pon dia buat apa.. Member offer keje, amek jela.. sbnrnya nak cr keje yg at least blhla nk bernafs, smpan duit sume.. memg sini dptla tp keje memg x blh bla.. Nak hujung tahun ni kena buat Tax computation, ajar pny ajar, terkejut dorg ak xpnah blaja tax, memg x la.. ak ni kan budak Finance.. tp at least ak blaja bnd baru.. tax ni kira better tp rs takut utk menghadapi year end closing n nak menjawab segala soalan dr auditor. Ya Allah permudahkanla kerja hambamu ini..Amiin.
Semalam sambut burfday colleague ofis. Share sket pic kawn2 kat ofis.. scroll down..=)
hujung skali tu kak nadian, dia sifu ak kat office. thanks ea.=)
Kak Shafa, Kak suria, Yana, n Umi.
Klu nak di katakan blog ni mcm diari org tp ak xdala nk ltak sume kisah hdup ak dlm ni.. Azam thun ni nk jd lebih matang, n kurgkan marah. =P ak pnah gak terfikir nk cite kisah ak n kwn ak kt sini, sb klu tgk org berkwn or bercinta, once kawen siap ada buku sume dia ltak sume kenangn bersama, tp ak xda menyimpan smpai plastik coklat n gule2 sume.. tiket wayang pon dh xda smpan. dulu ak da smpan tp byk kna buang ngan mak , so pasni xpyh smpan. n ak pon bkn pndai simpan lg2 kertas ni.. memg xkn nmpak pon nilai estetika bnd tu.. tgkla klu ada ms terluang ak buatla.. n act, ak ni pon bkn a good lover. memang malang btl sp dpt ak ni gaknyer.
Hrni mcm mulakan hr dgn mood yg sedih. msg2 ngan dia mcm panas je.. nape ek? hmm.. mgkn bz nk exam.. nk tny ke msg apa pon x blh.. mcm dia plak yg byk mrh skang. Allah balas balik n bagi apa yg dia rs slama ni kat aku kot. kadang2 kta x sdar, 1 bnd yg kta smpan tu blh buat lama2 bnd tu jd bsar. sb tula kot dlm hubgna ni essentialnya kna ada "trust" n toleransi. Slama ni pon ak xpnah pon buat bnd baik kt dia, mrh2 sume tu mcm bnd biasa. Sapa yg xnak berubah, tp nk ubah bnd melibatkan emosi ni kena dr dalam. btl x apa yang ak ckp, klu dr dalam pon ko x betul, apa yg ko express akan kluar bnd tu.. Dulu, mgkn ak slhkan apa org skeliling ak buat smpai ak jd cmni, tp klu skarang, kna fkr balik, cmane nk hdapi bnd tu.. Klu mslh tu memg ko x blh lari, cr jalan nk hadapi. mgkin ak ni x pndai kwl emosi. oh, yes. precisely! Ada org pnah kt mslh ak ni dgn sume bnd x puas hati, sume nk fkr negative. sb apa? pon x tau.
Rsnya mcm sebulan ni bz je hujung mggu.. tgk kalendar pon pnuh je.. skali sethun. =)
to wani : ' Selamat Pengantin Baru'
p/s: dis 18/9 complete 5 mth im in brunsfield. rsnye smpat ke ak cnfirm kt sini. Smpat klu xda better offer..hehe =D
Monday, August 22, 2011
Selamat Hari Raya
As'Salam..
Rasa mcm x sgka, hrni dh hr ke 22 berpuasa.. lg 7 hr je nk raya.. ry thn ni mcm adik bongsu ak je plg smangat ry.. almaklum sb frst time puasa. bla bergema kat umah ni dia melalk pg petang dengan lagu raya. beli baju je semgt semcm. tp siap sediala duit ry.
Act, bknlah ak ni biasakan hdup dia ngan wang ringgit. tp sbg permulaan nih, itu je cr boleh. bf ak pon sm je. sian dia, pnat nego ngan adik ak tp adik ak buat dek je ngan dia..ahahah.. mesti dia sgan sensorg. bj krg dh siap, pastu dan2 je trus dia ajk g bli tdg. ak hrp sgtla dia blh berthn.. klu blh nk bimbing dia dr kecik.. Insyallah..
Thn ni dpt 2 je kad ry.ak pon x bls2 lagi kad ry.. suh adik ak bli kt skolah, mcm slh plak sb sume ala2 kanak2 rebina.. cess.! membazir je.. last2 dia gak dpt sume gaknye..
Pasal duit raya, memg berdarah purse ak dibuatnye.. kena bajet betl2 duit raya nih, silap2 ak mkn megi je pas ry nanti.. memg kejam ga kan nk kuakan duit tuk duit raya,, perghhh! slama ni tau tadah je..ahahha.. Bf ak pon nk duit raya jgak, xpela, bg jela, t dia keje ak kejekan dia kaw2...ahahah (klu ak branilah)..
Erm, paling sadis thun ni xda lg bj raya.. ntah beli ke x ak ni bj raya.. pening btll...too much peniaga thn ni.. even kt area umah ak pon bj krg stok rm600++, plg murh pon rm200++.. cm sengal je.. ak taula ni musim raya tp melampau sungguh! hrp2 dptla bj ry wpon shelai..uhuhuh...
Pesal entry mcm xda motif je hrni.. sorry to say sb sjak keje ni idea nk tulis tu ada tp nk menaip tu mls nye ya rabbi. bla ntah ms free mcm menganggur tu nk kua..huh~
to my BB, please stuy hard and smart for your last sem..
thanks,
=)
Rasa mcm x sgka, hrni dh hr ke 22 berpuasa.. lg 7 hr je nk raya.. ry thn ni mcm adik bongsu ak je plg smangat ry.. almaklum sb frst time puasa. bla bergema kat umah ni dia melalk pg petang dengan lagu raya. beli baju je semgt semcm. tp siap sediala duit ry.
Act, bknlah ak ni biasakan hdup dia ngan wang ringgit. tp sbg permulaan nih, itu je cr boleh. bf ak pon sm je. sian dia, pnat nego ngan adik ak tp adik ak buat dek je ngan dia..ahahah.. mesti dia sgan sensorg. bj krg dh siap, pastu dan2 je trus dia ajk g bli tdg. ak hrp sgtla dia blh berthn.. klu blh nk bimbing dia dr kecik.. Insyallah..
Thn ni dpt 2 je kad ry.ak pon x bls2 lagi kad ry.. suh adik ak bli kt skolah, mcm slh plak sb sume ala2 kanak2 rebina.. cess.! membazir je.. last2 dia gak dpt sume gaknye..
Pasal duit raya, memg berdarah purse ak dibuatnye.. kena bajet betl2 duit raya nih, silap2 ak mkn megi je pas ry nanti.. memg kejam ga kan nk kuakan duit tuk duit raya,, perghhh! slama ni tau tadah je..ahahha.. Bf ak pon nk duit raya jgak, xpela, bg jela, t dia keje ak kejekan dia kaw2...ahahah (klu ak branilah)..
Erm, paling sadis thun ni xda lg bj raya.. ntah beli ke x ak ni bj raya.. pening btll...too much peniaga thn ni.. even kt area umah ak pon bj krg stok rm600++, plg murh pon rm200++.. cm sengal je.. ak taula ni musim raya tp melampau sungguh! hrp2 dptla bj ry wpon shelai..uhuhuh...
Pesal entry mcm xda motif je hrni.. sorry to say sb sjak keje ni idea nk tulis tu ada tp nk menaip tu mls nye ya rabbi. bla ntah ms free mcm menganggur tu nk kua..huh~
to my BB, please stuy hard and smart for your last sem..
thanks,
=)
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
something fresh.
Hi.
Suddenly i feel so pity to my blog. i think its the most unattractive blog, maybe. Try to find a time and idea to bring up something fresh n new. hope succeed..=))
Suddenly i feel so pity to my blog. i think its the most unattractive blog, maybe. Try to find a time and idea to bring up something fresh n new. hope succeed..=))
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
+abandoned+
Assalamualaikum..
Selamat Menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak..
memg lama gile tinggalkan blog ni. mid of last month i went to Ho Chi Minh. Nothing much to say but happy to be at foreign country woth new surroundings. Knowing new people and so on. It such a great to fly to another country.
hari 1: lepas smpai kat vietnam, of course mendarat kat lapangan terbang kan.. ms mula2 smpai tu memg rs pelik gile. cm besela g tmpt org mesti rs x slamatla sume. smpai je kt hotel, mkn. mcm2 ktrg tapau dr Malaysia. Dh mcm hr raya ak rs. Nasi impit, ikan bilis goreng, tuna, roti n mcm2 lagi. pasni screw down, tgk picture ok.
Ms mkn2 tgk map. luckily hotel tu da sdiakan map kecik, tunjuk mana tmpt common utk tourist. so, pas mkn ktrg amek keputusan nk survey kt pasar je. Pasar Bent tanh. memg murhla jgak tp xda la mcm 'gile' murah. tp orgnya dasyat. tny hrga pon dh kena mrh. aih. pasrah je byk kali kna mrh. memg rajin ak gado ngan mak ak ms kt pasar tu. yelah, mak ak tawar, dia xnk beli, ak gak kna mrh. aish.
pastu balik, jalan kaki gak, tetba terjumpa kdai mknan halal. mula2 suh abang ak msuk dulu tuk survey harga. pas abg kua, dia kt murh gak la. kira2 memg okla wpon agk mhl. tp besela kan mknan halal memg mahal la kt foreign country. pastu ingt nk balik, last2 msuk trus g mkn. hr first mkn ns goreng kg. nk mkn tomyam tp x jd, senyum sdr teringt Mr BB sy yg salu perli sb suka kn bnd yg sama je. =)
hari 2/3: hr ke 2 stat buat bnd pelik la.. melwt kwsn. tp main tetp cr tmpt shopping tuk mak n mak yong. hebt btl berbelanja. act, if pegi vietnam memg tmpt yg tourist suka peg adlh tmpt peninggalan perang. n aku rs tu tarikan utama dorg. xpyh rs, memg pon.hehe. hr ke2 tu jgak pegi melwt kg2, kebuan buah. kat vietnam nidorg suka tanam buah longan. msk kebun ni memg totally pokok longan. perghh.. memg gemok2..sehat wlafiat buah dia. nakpegi kebun i naik smpan jerk. mula2 rs takut gak sb lalu kwsn sempit, tkt buaya ke apa tp papepon memg bestla.
Selamat Menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak..
memg lama gile tinggalkan blog ni. mid of last month i went to Ho Chi Minh. Nothing much to say but happy to be at foreign country woth new surroundings. Knowing new people and so on. It such a great to fly to another country.
hari 1: lepas smpai kat vietnam, of course mendarat kat lapangan terbang kan.. ms mula2 smpai tu memg rs pelik gile. cm besela g tmpt org mesti rs x slamatla sume. smpai je kt hotel, mkn. mcm2 ktrg tapau dr Malaysia. Dh mcm hr raya ak rs. Nasi impit, ikan bilis goreng, tuna, roti n mcm2 lagi. pasni screw down, tgk picture ok.
Ms mkn2 tgk map. luckily hotel tu da sdiakan map kecik, tunjuk mana tmpt common utk tourist. so, pas mkn ktrg amek keputusan nk survey kt pasar je. Pasar Bent tanh. memg murhla jgak tp xda la mcm 'gile' murah. tp orgnya dasyat. tny hrga pon dh kena mrh. aih. pasrah je byk kali kna mrh. memg rajin ak gado ngan mak ak ms kt pasar tu. yelah, mak ak tawar, dia xnk beli, ak gak kna mrh. aish.
pastu balik, jalan kaki gak, tetba terjumpa kdai mknan halal. mula2 suh abang ak msuk dulu tuk survey harga. pas abg kua, dia kt murh gak la. kira2 memg okla wpon agk mhl. tp besela kan mknan halal memg mahal la kt foreign country. pastu ingt nk balik, last2 msuk trus g mkn. hr first mkn ns goreng kg. nk mkn tomyam tp x jd, senyum sdr teringt Mr BB sy yg salu perli sb suka kn bnd yg sama je. =)
hari 2/3: hr ke 2 stat buat bnd pelik la.. melwt kwsn. tp main tetp cr tmpt shopping tuk mak n mak yong. hebt btl berbelanja. act, if pegi vietnam memg tmpt yg tourist suka peg adlh tmpt peninggalan perang. n aku rs tu tarikan utama dorg. xpyh rs, memg pon.hehe. hr ke2 tu jgak pegi melwt kg2, kebuan buah. kat vietnam nidorg suka tanam buah longan. msk kebun ni memg totally pokok longan. perghh.. memg gemok2..sehat wlafiat buah dia. nakpegi kebun i naik smpan jerk. mula2 rs takut gak sb lalu kwsn sempit, tkt buaya ke apa tp papepon memg bestla.
Hari 4: hari 3 pagi tu dh book utk pegi Cuchi Tunnel. Cuchi tunnel ni lg tragik kawsn dia. ni memg totally tmpt tinggalan perang dulu. memg impress cmane dorg buat terwng bawh tanah utk survive sume. bykan siap hospital sume. means, ms tu hosptl utk khas utk ibu mengandung tp sorg je yg survive smpai hrni. tu pon ibu sahaja. rmai baby mati sb kwsn sempit, kotor, snang kena infection lg bwh tanah. sume yg lorong yg dorg buat sume dh dibesarkan. ak bygkan betapa keciknye org vietnam dulu2. skang pon klu tgk., pmpuan dia semua slim melim, pert leper je.. memg impress.
then, tgk pelbagai jenis perangkap. nak jadikan cite, ak mers gak msk terwng dia. tp memg ada pintu kua utk certain jarak, first pintu msk, ok lg.. tp lm kelamaan makin dalam n membongkok. suddenly, ada korean tu, blh benti utk snap pictre. bygkan kwsn yg sempit n gelap gile tu tebehenti. automatik jd sesak nafas sb dh mula panik. then, cousin ak yg kt dpan ak, mula panik, nk kua. ak pon ok je. first pintu ktrg dh kua. abg n kak ipar ak kua 2nd pintu. serius pengalamn yg gile seram bg ak. sapa2 yg ada trauma ngan kwsn gelap n sempit mgkn blh mati kt dlm tu. ak bygkan keluasan yg ak msk tu dh dibsrkan tp still rs menakutkan. utk rs experience msukla. tp memg serius pengalama x blh lupa, n cmane persn ak ms tu.. Alhamdulillah ak slamat kua n smpai kt Malaysia balik. Hr yg sma ak n family naik flight pkul 9 mlm, smpai pkul 12.
then, tgk pelbagai jenis perangkap. nak jadikan cite, ak mers gak msk terwng dia. tp memg ada pintu kua utk certain jarak, first pintu msk, ok lg.. tp lm kelamaan makin dalam n membongkok. suddenly, ada korean tu, blh benti utk snap pictre. bygkan kwsn yg sempit n gelap gile tu tebehenti. automatik jd sesak nafas sb dh mula panik. then, cousin ak yg kt dpan ak, mula panik, nk kua. ak pon ok je. first pintu ktrg dh kua. abg n kak ipar ak kua 2nd pintu. serius pengalamn yg gile seram bg ak. sapa2 yg ada trauma ngan kwsn gelap n sempit mgkn blh mati kt dlm tu. ak bygkan keluasan yg ak msk tu dh dibsrkan tp still rs menakutkan. utk rs experience msukla. tp memg serius pengalama x blh lupa, n cmane persn ak ms tu.. Alhamdulillah ak slamat kua n smpai kt Malaysia balik. Hr yg sma ak n family naik flight pkul 9 mlm, smpai pkul 12.
n b4 lupa, bln pose x byk on9 sb balik pon terkejar2 sb tkt buka dlm kete. memg jam sepjg jalan. amek ms kira2 1 jam tuk smpai umah. memg letih gile kaki. tdo pon awl.=)\
C u all in the next post.love u all.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Nothing extra-ordinary. but some curious, blurr n stress. This whole month feel like lil' bit busy. for meet the deadline, contribution to sport club, meeting n bla bla bla. contribution to sport club?? erkk.. is that u linda? yes! its me! since im joining brunsfield, i have to participate in this kind of thing. im in Napoleon team, and its Yellow. *sigh*
Since this month is my 2nd month joining brunsfield, so, got participate 2 games, first table tennis (imagine, person that never touch the 'kayu' n non of the rules know, playing that game n for single play some more.) of course im lose. hahahha.. sooo, funny! this July, got netball, so, already win to 2 team, so, this week left for the most power team, victorian (red). i remembered that last time i played netball when i was in standard 6. memg carca merba main. for the 2nd match, asyik kena 'preit' je ngan referee..hahah. mana tau rule seh.. rs mcm nk pts anggota bdn pas main tuh..huhu
later i share u the pic.
Act, the main point i write today, coz i feel so burden. got 1 ex that really makes me hate him until now. for the last 4 years i never reply, pick up his call n i blocked him to avoid him.. today, he text me n ask me y, n y i didnt fogive him about something that he didnt know n never bother him. for the stupid man like him, of course he wont know what he have done. no one will hate people for no reason right?? n i feel like he is more stupid because he knows what he done but pretend he doesnt. come onela.. every body already knows what u are with ur bullshit 2 faces. what shud i do?? the worst, each time i heard or remember about him, feeling like disappointed y i can met him 1 time ago. serious shit i cnt think about him. u ca imagine how i feel until when i think about him, im trying hardest to avoid me from crying coz the hurt that i felt. maybe i will try to forgive him but yet still aware n avoid him. for people like him, i think no 2nd chance for being a friend.
i know im bad coz cursing n hating people but whatever he done to me, i dont know whether i still can just rid n forget simply like that. being hurt n betrayed. yes, its too over-the-limit coz its happen last 4 years but feeling burden, disappointed for too much n feel ur heart is cutting into pieces. but for my bf i will try to do it. maybe it will relieve me some day. i hope so.
regards,
linda
Since this month is my 2nd month joining brunsfield, so, got participate 2 games, first table tennis (imagine, person that never touch the 'kayu' n non of the rules know, playing that game n for single play some more.) of course im lose. hahahha.. sooo, funny! this July, got netball, so, already win to 2 team, so, this week left for the most power team, victorian (red). i remembered that last time i played netball when i was in standard 6. memg carca merba main. for the 2nd match, asyik kena 'preit' je ngan referee..hahah. mana tau rule seh.. rs mcm nk pts anggota bdn pas main tuh..huhu
later i share u the pic.
Act, the main point i write today, coz i feel so burden. got 1 ex that really makes me hate him until now. for the last 4 years i never reply, pick up his call n i blocked him to avoid him.. today, he text me n ask me y, n y i didnt fogive him about something that he didnt know n never bother him. for the stupid man like him, of course he wont know what he have done. no one will hate people for no reason right?? n i feel like he is more stupid because he knows what he done but pretend he doesnt. come onela.. every body already knows what u are with ur bullshit 2 faces. what shud i do?? the worst, each time i heard or remember about him, feeling like disappointed y i can met him 1 time ago. serious shit i cnt think about him. u ca imagine how i feel until when i think about him, im trying hardest to avoid me from crying coz the hurt that i felt. maybe i will try to forgive him but yet still aware n avoid him. for people like him, i think no 2nd chance for being a friend.
i know im bad coz cursing n hating people but whatever he done to me, i dont know whether i still can just rid n forget simply like that. being hurt n betrayed. yes, its too over-the-limit coz its happen last 4 years but feeling burden, disappointed for too much n feel ur heart is cutting into pieces. but for my bf i will try to do it. maybe it will relieve me some day. i hope so.
regards,
linda
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Further studY
Salam...
Lately, mcm xda idea nk tulis apa kt blog. tgk blog kwn, pon cmtu jgak sjak keje..sbnrnya bk blog ni ms bosan menganggur. bla dh keje jd xda ms..eh silap, ms ada, idea n jari xnk merajinkan diri menaip. hrni pon rs kesian tgk blog nih, so terpksala..hehhe
Act, recently cr tmpt tuk further study. mcm nk smbg next year.. tp xtaula cmane nk bhgikan masa tu..silap2 ak kna suh benti keje plak..urgghh... stakat ni keje sume ok.. tp 1 bnd buat stress bla fkr ialah test utk confirmation. even lmbt lg tp bla dgr member amek cm perit je.. test psl keseluruhan company. memg xla kan nk amek tau sume. lainla da laki hot. dhla nasib duk kt finance/acc dept ni, blh cuci mt ngan laki nerd je..aish...xda ke laki hot sket msk dept ni..(T_T)
Buat ms skang dlm kepala nk thn lm sket kat company nih..harp2 berjayalah..ngehe.. hmm..skang dh xda idea nk taip apa nih..
dlm bulan ni byk je aktiviti berhemah yg aku buat.. memenuhi tuntutan undangan perkahwinan, cukurjambul dan sunat..perghh.. mcm org tua plak kwn ak kata..shit~ btl gk apa kwn bapak aku kt, tiap2 mggu da org kawen bkn rs untung sb gantung periuk tp bankrap..huhu~ eh2..bkn x ikhlas ke apa tp memg pesat btl la wedding skang... tp stakat ni kwn yg rpt yg dh kawen 24 keatas, yg sebaya n rpt blm lg..nk tgk sp stat dulu..klu aku? memg kna bhn hbsla..hahhah..
ingt lg ms kt matrix n U da bncg psl sp kawen dulu.. hahah..masing2 xnak mengaku je.. tp bla fkr thn dpan dh 24 rs mcm wah! horrornya...duit xda, hrta xda, apa pon xda. slain insurans (sb br amek)... so, skang ni ak rs my hunny2 girl just follow the flows.. masing2 xtau lg apa nk dlm ms terdekat n apa akan terjadi pasni..buat ms skang msg2 bz ngan work life je... bg yg x keje lg, hrgailah ms anda skarang sb ms ni je la korg blh dating lama2, bgn pg ikt suke, ponteng kelas ikut suka dan sebagainya.. memg totally different.. hr sbtu org cuti, ko plak tetb bgn, nk g keje.. dulu school holiday, kau yg first merncg stiap percutian, skang ni fkr keje je la.. yela, blm confirm, nk cuti ptg gaji..huh~ CANNNNNNNOOOTTTTT!
Next moth kalau da rezeki ak nk g bercuti.. wah2, huuuuu~ ntah approve ke x cuti ak, ak pon xtau la..ngahahah...
haa, oklah..merapu dh,..
hmm..skang ni mcm ada 2 bnd penting ak nk buat..
1. English class..
2. MBA
Sila doakan sy supaya jalan sy dipermudahkan...
ni share pic sket.. pic kat opis smpena farewell kak ros, cukur jambul american baby.
dari kiri: umi, kak ros, yana, kak suria, n kak shafa(sblah den).
mama baby. 5 month old Adam Adrian.. dh blh duduk woo... n sgt berat.
sedey, jambul kna tarah..
kak ipar yg ada 4 mth baby dlm perot. xsabar!
klu pelamin cmni pon dh kira ok ak rs..
MRS. Angah (=P)
Lately, mcm xda idea nk tulis apa kt blog. tgk blog kwn, pon cmtu jgak sjak keje..sbnrnya bk blog ni ms bosan menganggur. bla dh keje jd xda ms..eh silap, ms ada, idea n jari xnk merajinkan diri menaip. hrni pon rs kesian tgk blog nih, so terpksala..hehhe
Act, recently cr tmpt tuk further study. mcm nk smbg next year.. tp xtaula cmane nk bhgikan masa tu..silap2 ak kna suh benti keje plak..urgghh... stakat ni keje sume ok.. tp 1 bnd buat stress bla fkr ialah test utk confirmation. even lmbt lg tp bla dgr member amek cm perit je.. test psl keseluruhan company. memg xla kan nk amek tau sume. lainla da laki hot. dhla nasib duk kt finance/acc dept ni, blh cuci mt ngan laki nerd je..aish...xda ke laki hot sket msk dept ni..(T_T)
Buat ms skang dlm kepala nk thn lm sket kat company nih..harp2 berjayalah..ngehe.. hmm..skang dh xda idea nk taip apa nih..
dlm bulan ni byk je aktiviti berhemah yg aku buat.. memenuhi tuntutan undangan perkahwinan, cukurjambul dan sunat..perghh.. mcm org tua plak kwn ak kata..shit~ btl gk apa kwn bapak aku kt, tiap2 mggu da org kawen bkn rs untung sb gantung periuk tp bankrap..huhu~ eh2..bkn x ikhlas ke apa tp memg pesat btl la wedding skang... tp stakat ni kwn yg rpt yg dh kawen 24 keatas, yg sebaya n rpt blm lg..nk tgk sp stat dulu..klu aku? memg kna bhn hbsla..hahhah..
ingt lg ms kt matrix n U da bncg psl sp kawen dulu.. hahah..masing2 xnak mengaku je.. tp bla fkr thn dpan dh 24 rs mcm wah! horrornya...duit xda, hrta xda, apa pon xda. slain insurans (sb br amek)... so, skang ni ak rs my hunny2 girl just follow the flows.. masing2 xtau lg apa nk dlm ms terdekat n apa akan terjadi pasni..buat ms skang msg2 bz ngan work life je... bg yg x keje lg, hrgailah ms anda skarang sb ms ni je la korg blh dating lama2, bgn pg ikt suke, ponteng kelas ikut suka dan sebagainya.. memg totally different.. hr sbtu org cuti, ko plak tetb bgn, nk g keje.. dulu school holiday, kau yg first merncg stiap percutian, skang ni fkr keje je la.. yela, blm confirm, nk cuti ptg gaji..huh~ CANNNNNNNOOOTTTTT!
Next moth kalau da rezeki ak nk g bercuti.. wah2, huuuuu~ ntah approve ke x cuti ak, ak pon xtau la..ngahahah...
haa, oklah..merapu dh,..
hmm..skang ni mcm ada 2 bnd penting ak nk buat..
1. English class..
2. MBA
Sila doakan sy supaya jalan sy dipermudahkan...
ni share pic sket.. pic kat opis smpena farewell kak ros, cukur jambul american baby.
dari kiri: umi, kak ros, yana, kak suria, n kak shafa(sblah den).
mama baby. 5 month old Adam Adrian.. dh blh duduk woo... n sgt berat.
sedey, jambul kna tarah..
kak ipar yg ada 4 mth baby dlm perot. xsabar!
klu pelamin cmni pon dh kira ok ak rs..
dia ni lg sorg yg bla ak jumpa dia, rs mcm nk curi, bwk balik je...
regards,MRS. Angah (=P)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
2 probation within a year.
Salam..
rs kecewa ngan diri sdr sb xberjaya menjadi blogger yang baik. byk cerita tp xtau nak stat tang mana.erghh.. act, i dh stat keje bru. dr financial inst. ke construction..apakehal??hahahah. itulah yang terjadi. first mask keje ok sume. induction sume ok, wpon frust sb xbyk benefit tuk pekerja mcm company lama.xpela.6bulan probation. aku rs kelakar dlm setahun, 2kaliaku ngadap probation.suke ke apa??memg xla kannnnn..tp nk buat cne, kena gak find better job. dh kata nak work life balance. hamek kau. tp act, best keje situ. first day keje mcm sengal sb kena ingt abbreviation sume sub-contractor (eceh.skang berbahasa ala2 contractor.hahah), lbh kurg 70 buah..perghh..bernanah aku nak susun sume bnd, nk hengat sume nama sub-cont jadah tu.
Masa filing tu memg stress hbs. pastu kejutan budaya. yelah. ms kt financial inst sume cm proper.. ini improper hbs! filing cm hampeh. x berupdate. npaling xthn guna printer matrix.dot. aku ingt bapak aku je out-to-date, rupanya tmpt tu pon sm. tp..tp...sbnrnya matris dot tu ada keperluan. khas untuk company selain financial inst. matris dot tu ada paper 1 ply, 2 ply, 3 ply. sb ko banyak sub-cont mestila DN#, CN#, IN# sume nk bg copy kt mereka. so, matrix.dot la gunanya. plhje bp copy ko nak. kebaikan kerts dia, tersgtlah nipis, n bila filing xdala cpt ko nak cr fail baru. lgpon cabinet terhad bebenor. keburukan dia, ak kena sopan santun ms nk koyakkan kerts tu. byk kali gak la ak terkoyak, natijah dia, buat dek je. sbnrnya xda pape pon. if ko dpt mak cik atau pakcik bos yang cerewet, dia akn maki kau n suh kau g kelas blaja cr koyak kerts matrix .dot. kahkah.
berckp pasl teknologi, memg updated hbs. setiap level ada tmpt tag kad pekerja. yg uniknye sume tersorok. blakang cermin, n even blakang batu. pndai2 la ko raba kad tu kt cermin atau dinding smpai pintu tu terbuka. lampu plak, ada censor. elak bazir, bla ko msk br dia nyala. huh! gayat btl. ak pny kt level 2. memg biasala.. place most risk will be on top.. sume naik tangga ok. lif utk datuk saja.. stor pon bapak jauh. selang 5 buah rumah kedai. memg peluh ketiak klu nk g amek kotak ke atau cr DN#, CN# yg direquest.lol. oh ya, statement ni khas utk kwn aku (kat level 1 tmpt engineer n designer, so, stiap kali trn naik tangga, lehcuci mata.hahahha)
overall bg aku okla..ak palg xthn ms time closing, stiap unit kna print ageing, yng mengambil ms TIDAK kuang 1 jam. tinggi dia, dh nk tinggi botol sos life. ko kena tare bnd tu., smpai muscle ko ada.. memg bsh la ketiak wpon dlm ekon. ak dl team yg sm cm company dulu, AR, tp job descrption dia memg TOTALLY berbeza. dulu keje kau guna excell je smpai formula yg hebat2 pon ko dh leh guna..(berlagak) skang ni sume guna sistem. memg leceh sket sb 1 transaksi perlu byk kali key in. contohnya, klu nk key in wages, kna tunggu HR post, then ko key in, then generate DN#, thn key in dlm daily repot, then generate audit trail. huh! keje kt sini da job tmbhn, xsgka aku. sb if u kelulusan degree, ko kna buat management repot. SHIT! ak memg xhengat, memg kna buka buku nanti. lm2 ak rs mcm ak ni belong kt akaun, kot2 1 hr nanti ak g amek ACCA plak kan. mana tau..hehehe...insyallah...
tp ak rs mcm slesa kt company ni. alhamdulillah. wpon setiap hr ak jd pekerja paling cemerlang, smpai 7 lbh, pdhal msk keje ku 8.30.. kena elak jam wo0o0o0o0...huh..balik kul 5, tp xpnah sharp sb mcm x ckp masa je. sbnrnya sb umah dekt, so x kesh balik lmbt n pulak tau jalan short..ngeheheh..
okla. dats all.dats ill.=)
to my special, im sorry dear, coz jarang msg sume..but i do love u..
p/s: kejam dunia pekerjaan.
love,
linda.
rs kecewa ngan diri sdr sb xberjaya menjadi blogger yang baik. byk cerita tp xtau nak stat tang mana.erghh.. act, i dh stat keje bru. dr financial inst. ke construction..apakehal??hahahah. itulah yang terjadi. first mask keje ok sume. induction sume ok, wpon frust sb xbyk benefit tuk pekerja mcm company lama.xpela.6bulan probation. aku rs kelakar dlm setahun, 2kaliaku ngadap probation.suke ke apa??memg xla kannnnn..tp nk buat cne, kena gak find better job. dh kata nak work life balance. hamek kau. tp act, best keje situ. first day keje mcm sengal sb kena ingt abbreviation sume sub-contractor (eceh.skang berbahasa ala2 contractor.hahah), lbh kurg 70 buah..perghh..bernanah aku nak susun sume bnd, nk hengat sume nama sub-cont jadah tu.
Masa filing tu memg stress hbs. pastu kejutan budaya. yelah. ms kt financial inst sume cm proper.. ini improper hbs! filing cm hampeh. x berupdate. npaling xthn guna printer matrix.dot. aku ingt bapak aku je out-to-date, rupanya tmpt tu pon sm. tp..tp...sbnrnya matris dot tu ada keperluan. khas untuk company selain financial inst. matris dot tu ada paper 1 ply, 2 ply, 3 ply. sb ko banyak sub-cont mestila DN#, CN#, IN# sume nk bg copy kt mereka. so, matrix.dot la gunanya. plhje bp copy ko nak. kebaikan kerts dia, tersgtlah nipis, n bila filing xdala cpt ko nak cr fail baru. lgpon cabinet terhad bebenor. keburukan dia, ak kena sopan santun ms nk koyakkan kerts tu. byk kali gak la ak terkoyak, natijah dia, buat dek je. sbnrnya xda pape pon. if ko dpt mak cik atau pakcik bos yang cerewet, dia akn maki kau n suh kau g kelas blaja cr koyak kerts matrix .dot. kahkah.
berckp pasl teknologi, memg updated hbs. setiap level ada tmpt tag kad pekerja. yg uniknye sume tersorok. blakang cermin, n even blakang batu. pndai2 la ko raba kad tu kt cermin atau dinding smpai pintu tu terbuka. lampu plak, ada censor. elak bazir, bla ko msk br dia nyala. huh! gayat btl. ak pny kt level 2. memg biasala.. place most risk will be on top.. sume naik tangga ok. lif utk datuk saja.. stor pon bapak jauh. selang 5 buah rumah kedai. memg peluh ketiak klu nk g amek kotak ke atau cr DN#, CN# yg direquest.lol. oh ya, statement ni khas utk kwn aku (kat level 1 tmpt engineer n designer, so, stiap kali trn naik tangga, lehcuci mata.hahahha)
overall bg aku okla..ak palg xthn ms time closing, stiap unit kna print ageing, yng mengambil ms TIDAK kuang 1 jam. tinggi dia, dh nk tinggi botol sos life. ko kena tare bnd tu., smpai muscle ko ada.. memg bsh la ketiak wpon dlm ekon. ak dl team yg sm cm company dulu, AR, tp job descrption dia memg TOTALLY berbeza. dulu keje kau guna excell je smpai formula yg hebat2 pon ko dh leh guna..(berlagak) skang ni sume guna sistem. memg leceh sket sb 1 transaksi perlu byk kali key in. contohnya, klu nk key in wages, kna tunggu HR post, then ko key in, then generate DN#, thn key in dlm daily repot, then generate audit trail. huh! keje kt sini da job tmbhn, xsgka aku. sb if u kelulusan degree, ko kna buat management repot. SHIT! ak memg xhengat, memg kna buka buku nanti. lm2 ak rs mcm ak ni belong kt akaun, kot2 1 hr nanti ak g amek ACCA plak kan. mana tau..hehehe...insyallah...
tp ak rs mcm slesa kt company ni. alhamdulillah. wpon setiap hr ak jd pekerja paling cemerlang, smpai 7 lbh, pdhal msk keje ku 8.30.. kena elak jam wo0o0o0o0...huh..balik kul 5, tp xpnah sharp sb mcm x ckp masa je. sbnrnya sb umah dekt, so x kesh balik lmbt n pulak tau jalan short..ngeheheh..
okla. dats all.dats ill.=)
to my special, im sorry dear, coz jarang msg sume..but i do love u..
p/s: kejam dunia pekerjaan.
love,
linda.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Am i belong??
Assalamualaikum..
almost a month i didnt update my blog..
Apologise..
first at all, thankful coz my brother wedding reception being done smoothly..
on 28 feb..
I pray for his long-marriage n hope his life become better..
act, its really feel hard to let go ur family after married..
huh~
my work? is as usual..
a week without anything, 3 weeks with nuts.
now, i didnt feel comfortable anymore to work there as a lot of thing happen that really distract me..
today, i went to an interview with a construction company.
near to my house but have to work half day on Sat.
i dont to give my feel into it, n hoping to much.
if its my work, then it will be mine..
then i will decide n make a decision..
ridiculous.
really distract my mental. feel stupid. feel to leave.
hmm..let it be..really out of my mood when think about it.
my b will finish up his practical within 2 weeks..
goodluck be for your another year.
do great.feel great.
i think i really have to set up in my in absorb "banana tree spirit"ngahaha...
almost a month i didnt update my blog..
Apologise..
first at all, thankful coz my brother wedding reception being done smoothly..
on 28 feb..
I pray for his long-marriage n hope his life become better..
act, its really feel hard to let go ur family after married..
huh~
my work? is as usual..
a week without anything, 3 weeks with nuts.
now, i didnt feel comfortable anymore to work there as a lot of thing happen that really distract me..
today, i went to an interview with a construction company.
near to my house but have to work half day on Sat.
i dont to give my feel into it, n hoping to much.
if its my work, then it will be mine..
then i will decide n make a decision..
ridiculous.
really distract my mental. feel stupid. feel to leave.
hmm..let it be..really out of my mood when think about it.
my b will finish up his practical within 2 weeks..
goodluck be for your another year.
do great.feel great.
i think i really have to set up in my in absorb "banana tree spirit"ngahaha...
Sunday, February 20, 2011
err..
As Salam..
Asal update blog je mesti hr Ahad..
y?
sb mood kua ms ahad..
n byk sket bnd nk cite..
Mggu ni byk giler bnd kna buat..
jumaat beli brg dorgift tk kanak2..
sbtu, g membeli belah jgak, tmbh brg..
mlm g kenduri arwah..
ahad g melwt adik plak..
urgghhh...
Mggu dpan semgt lebih luar biasa keluar..
abg suh amek cuti hr isnin dpan..
so, kna usaha kejar due date collection aku plus FA+T..
Hope can make it..
U can count on me boss..
i reall hope i can make it..
really hope.
Ya Allah, permudahkan urusanku dan lancarkan perjalananku..
Aku tahu Engkau tahu mana yg terbaik untuk hambamu ini..
Aminn...
Now, already knows 3 of my close fren getting married..
on March, May and Aug..
i think dis year might be the busiest year for me to fulfill all kind of invitations..
For my dear,
im sorry coz u get a busy women like me..
im not a workaholic but u will noe if u noe someone is rely on u, u will try ur best to fulfill it..
i think i had know the respnsibility as a employee to ur company..
but i noe, Family first,,
In my journey, act i had jog down the path what i wan to achieve for certain years coming..
I really hope to further my studies next year..
its really not because of title or being an educated n get some high expectation but
i dont noe, but i really like study n books..
just apply it..
belief urself.
I think i shud start to occupied myself with a proper way..
shud have schedule n objectives..
maybe it will be easier for me to give a priority within the most important one..
hope jgn jd hangat2 tahi ayam..
hahaha..
next week mungkin x smpat nk update blog but later kta akn update plus pic wedding si gemok tu..
alright..
times up!
good day everyone..
Lets pray for our bless..aamiinn...
Asal update blog je mesti hr Ahad..
y?
sb mood kua ms ahad..
n byk sket bnd nk cite..
Mggu ni byk giler bnd kna buat..
jumaat beli brg dorgift tk kanak2..
sbtu, g membeli belah jgak, tmbh brg..
mlm g kenduri arwah..
ahad g melwt adik plak..
urgghhh...
Mggu dpan semgt lebih luar biasa keluar..
abg suh amek cuti hr isnin dpan..
so, kna usaha kejar due date collection aku plus FA+T..
Hope can make it..
U can count on me boss..
i reall hope i can make it..
really hope.
Ya Allah, permudahkan urusanku dan lancarkan perjalananku..
Aku tahu Engkau tahu mana yg terbaik untuk hambamu ini..
Aminn...
Now, already knows 3 of my close fren getting married..
on March, May and Aug..
i think dis year might be the busiest year for me to fulfill all kind of invitations..
For my dear,
im sorry coz u get a busy women like me..
im not a workaholic but u will noe if u noe someone is rely on u, u will try ur best to fulfill it..
i think i had know the respnsibility as a employee to ur company..
but i noe, Family first,,
In my journey, act i had jog down the path what i wan to achieve for certain years coming..
I really hope to further my studies next year..
its really not because of title or being an educated n get some high expectation but
i dont noe, but i really like study n books..
just apply it..
belief urself.
I think i shud start to occupied myself with a proper way..
shud have schedule n objectives..
maybe it will be easier for me to give a priority within the most important one..
hope jgn jd hangat2 tahi ayam..
hahaha..
next week mungkin x smpat nk update blog but later kta akn update plus pic wedding si gemok tu..
alright..
times up!
good day everyone..
Lets pray for our bless..aamiinn...
Saturday, February 12, 2011
what means by weekend??
salam..
today is sabtu, besok is ahad, n esoknya keje..
cis!!
today i went to my VP's CNY open house..
he had told us about this since last Dec..
if im at his place, i dunno what i feel if got sum workers that really dun have a normal human feelings..
sigh!
what a fishcake!
the food it is a 'hotel' dishes..
as u know, not really nice lar..
nasi goreng without real cili api n so on..
but realy good experience for me coz never been any CNY open house b4..:))
n also, i got 3 angpau, first time also..
i missed 1 angpau, aish!
rugi2!
+++++
long time i never share about my life..
guess what??
being more serious for A relationship..
its stress out myself but for him, whateverla..
ikut saja maaa...
i just arrived td n mom said my father nag with her about me..
my dad thought imm going out with my mr bf.
aish..
my mom said, u need to obey n meet once a month..
wooo,,,
really unfair for me, coz after dis the ptobability for my dad to misunderstanding with who im hangout is 99% WRONG!
shit!
what to do??
hmmm..whatever..
+++
last friday got a big issue in my office regarding the chargeback to employee..
dats scary coz a lot of people are chasing and blaming us..
woohooo...
dats will show ur attitude, how u manage urself to face a big problem like dat...
ehem,
after 3 month i work, feel i being more matured and more formal..
hahah..
when i write an email feel like im writing to biz partner..
cehh2..formality..hahahha...
okla..
for sat my mission uncomplete..
so, hope my mission will be complete tomorrow...
and big boss, thanks for inviting me!!!!!!!
p/s: semakin hari semakin sayang,,hahhaha..but i swear it..thank u Allah..:))
today is sabtu, besok is ahad, n esoknya keje..
cis!!
today i went to my VP's CNY open house..
he had told us about this since last Dec..
if im at his place, i dunno what i feel if got sum workers that really dun have a normal human feelings..
sigh!
what a fishcake!
the food it is a 'hotel' dishes..
as u know, not really nice lar..
nasi goreng without real cili api n so on..
but realy good experience for me coz never been any CNY open house b4..:))
n also, i got 3 angpau, first time also..
i missed 1 angpau, aish!
rugi2!
+++++
long time i never share about my life..
guess what??
being more serious for A relationship..
its stress out myself but for him, whateverla..
ikut saja maaa...
i just arrived td n mom said my father nag with her about me..
my dad thought imm going out with my mr bf.
aish..
my mom said, u need to obey n meet once a month..
wooo,,,
really unfair for me, coz after dis the ptobability for my dad to misunderstanding with who im hangout is 99% WRONG!
shit!
what to do??
hmmm..whatever..
+++
last friday got a big issue in my office regarding the chargeback to employee..
dats scary coz a lot of people are chasing and blaming us..
woohooo...
dats will show ur attitude, how u manage urself to face a big problem like dat...
ehem,
after 3 month i work, feel i being more matured and more formal..
hahah..
when i write an email feel like im writing to biz partner..
cehh2..formality..hahahha...
okla..
for sat my mission uncomplete..
so, hope my mission will be complete tomorrow...
and big boss, thanks for inviting me!!!!!!!
p/s: semakin hari semakin sayang,,hahhaha..but i swear it..thank u Allah..:))
Sunday, January 30, 2011
mendung si Ahad..
Assalamualaikumm..
hrni 1 hr hujan..
du umah 1 hr menyiapkan kad2 bro..
kejam sungguh..
blh thn gak letihnk urskan 1 wedd..
mkn je dh lebh 10ribu..
itu nak bajet duit kawen 15 ribu??
x dapek dek.
bak en ibnu, klu xda 50k dlm tgnjgn nk fkr kawen..
walah..
huh~
bosan je hrni..
cite kt tv x best, astro x best.
hindustan x best. sume x best..
xdpt srpn yg didingini..+sigh+
nk kua xblh..
gile sentp bla kena tikam dgn ayt " mana nk da duit, asek kua je"
bapak gile sedih!!!!
ak rs ak deserve pe, ak pnat keje..
menahan mata, telinga, tgn sume tuk siapkan keje..
g keje sblm mthri terbit, balik slpas mthri terbenam..
ak xrs ada penghrgaan utk dr sdr..
simpanan??nothing!
giler aku xphm..
apa bnd lah yg x puas hati sgt ngan aku nih..
kdg2 aku rimas..
keje 5 hr, n ak xda entertainment..
memg rs nak meraung jerla...
rimas!
trying to be a better person tp br bln 1 dh hilang bnd tu sume..
sesp pon bla pent akn mudh mrh..
tp a pon x phm..
agknye ak ni kna bwk diri ke planet pluto, duk situ diam2..
emosi apa yg da kt ak skang ni pon ak xtau...
hrni 1 hr hujan..
du umah 1 hr menyiapkan kad2 bro..
kejam sungguh..
blh thn gak letihnk urskan 1 wedd..
mkn je dh lebh 10ribu..
itu nak bajet duit kawen 15 ribu??
x dapek dek.
bak en ibnu, klu xda 50k dlm tgnjgn nk fkr kawen..
walah..
huh~
bosan je hrni..
cite kt tv x best, astro x best.
hindustan x best. sume x best..
xdpt srpn yg didingini..+sigh+
nk kua xblh..
gile sentp bla kena tikam dgn ayt " mana nk da duit, asek kua je"
bapak gile sedih!!!!
ak rs ak deserve pe, ak pnat keje..
menahan mata, telinga, tgn sume tuk siapkan keje..
g keje sblm mthri terbit, balik slpas mthri terbenam..
ak xrs ada penghrgaan utk dr sdr..
simpanan??nothing!
giler aku xphm..
apa bnd lah yg x puas hati sgt ngan aku nih..
kdg2 aku rimas..
keje 5 hr, n ak xda entertainment..
memg rs nak meraung jerla...
rimas!
trying to be a better person tp br bln 1 dh hilang bnd tu sume..
sesp pon bla pent akn mudh mrh..
tp a pon x phm..
agknye ak ni kna bwk diri ke planet pluto, duk situ diam2..
emosi apa yg da kt ak skang ni pon ak xtau...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
+too much "kejutan'+
Salam..
there was a long time i didnt update this blog..
working life is suckssss...
huh~
anyway, purpose to write is to remind myself and also people who still have their parents and role as human..
first, this week too much unpredictable news..
in my office got AVP who passed away because of 'High Blood pressure' and his nerve has burst..
feel really sorry for his family..
the point is, how he left his name after he passed away..
he really well-known person but not for a good reason but for really unexpected things..
'flirting, playboy, drinkng and what so ever'
all people that know him, was talking about that thing when they know about the news.
so, i think we should remind ourself as a human and of course we didnt expect what will happen in the future..anything happen in a sec without sign.
then, 2nd news from my friend about her mom suddenly sick and passed away..
how u feel when ur mom suddenly sick and no more with u..
for me, its really stab my heart.. really remind me about my mother, and wondering if she can forgive me for whatever i have done before...
i really impressed to my fren, which dont have a father and suddenly her mom..
she is sgt tabah ok..
Ya Allah, tolong lindungi kawan ku and beri dia kemudahandan kesenangan utk dia mengharungi semua bnd ni..
now, my team and me are struggling to close the acc for end month of Jan..TERRIBLE!WORST!
ketabahan sgt diperlukan sgt2...
there was a long time i didnt update this blog..
working life is suckssss...
huh~
anyway, purpose to write is to remind myself and also people who still have their parents and role as human..
first, this week too much unpredictable news..
in my office got AVP who passed away because of 'High Blood pressure' and his nerve has burst..
feel really sorry for his family..
the point is, how he left his name after he passed away..
he really well-known person but not for a good reason but for really unexpected things..
'flirting, playboy, drinkng and what so ever'
all people that know him, was talking about that thing when they know about the news.
so, i think we should remind ourself as a human and of course we didnt expect what will happen in the future..anything happen in a sec without sign.
then, 2nd news from my friend about her mom suddenly sick and passed away..
how u feel when ur mom suddenly sick and no more with u..
for me, its really stab my heart.. really remind me about my mother, and wondering if she can forgive me for whatever i have done before...
i really impressed to my fren, which dont have a father and suddenly her mom..
she is sgt tabah ok..
Ya Allah, tolong lindungi kawan ku and beri dia kemudahandan kesenangan utk dia mengharungi semua bnd ni..
now, my team and me are struggling to close the acc for end month of Jan..TERRIBLE!WORST!
ketabahan sgt diperlukan sgt2...
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