Sunday, January 30, 2011

mendung si Ahad..

Assalamualaikumm..
hrni 1 hr hujan..
du umah 1 hr menyiapkan kad2 bro..
kejam sungguh..
blh thn gak letihnk urskan 1 wedd..
mkn je dh lebh 10ribu..
itu nak bajet duit kawen 15 ribu??
x dapek dek.
bak en ibnu, klu xda 50k dlm tgnjgn nk fkr kawen..
walah..
huh~

bosan je hrni..
cite kt tv x best, astro x best.
hindustan x best. sume x best..
xdpt srpn yg didingini..+sigh+

nk kua xblh..
gile sentp bla kena tikam dgn ayt " mana nk da duit, asek kua je"
bapak gile sedih!!!!
ak rs ak deserve pe, ak pnat keje..
menahan mata, telinga, tgn sume tuk siapkan keje..
g keje sblm mthri terbit, balik slpas mthri terbenam..
ak xrs ada penghrgaan utk dr sdr..
simpanan??nothing!

giler aku xphm..
apa bnd lah yg x puas hati sgt ngan aku nih..
kdg2 aku rimas..
keje 5 hr, n ak xda entertainment..
memg rs nak meraung jerla...

rimas!
trying to be a better person tp br bln 1 dh hilang bnd tu sume..
sesp pon bla pent akn mudh mrh..
tp a pon x phm..
agknye ak ni kna bwk diri ke planet pluto, duk situ diam2..


emosi apa yg da kt ak skang ni pon ak xtau...

Thursday, January 27, 2011

+too much "kejutan'+

Salam..
there was a long time i didnt update this blog..
working life is suckssss...
huh~

anyway, purpose to write is to remind myself and also people who still have their parents and role as human..
first, this week too much unpredictable news..
in my office got AVP who passed away because of 'High Blood pressure' and his nerve has burst..
feel really sorry for his family..
the point is, how he left his name after he passed away..
he really well-known person but not for a good reason but for really unexpected things..
'flirting, playboy, drinkng and what so ever'
all people that know him, was talking about that thing when they know about the news.
so, i think we should remind ourself as a human and of course we didnt expect what will happen in the future..anything happen in a sec without sign.

then, 2nd news from my friend about her mom suddenly sick and passed away..
how u feel when ur mom suddenly sick and no more with u..
for me, its really stab my heart.. really remind me about my mother, and wondering if she can forgive me for whatever i have done before...
i really impressed to my fren, which dont have a father and suddenly her mom..
she is sgt tabah ok..
Ya Allah, tolong lindungi kawan ku and beri dia kemudahandan kesenangan utk dia mengharungi semua bnd ni..

now, my team and me are struggling to close the acc for end month of Jan..TERRIBLE!WORST!
ketabahan sgt diperlukan sgt2...