complete the 9 hours is suffering

salam..
dont know how to explain..
i do love my job but i hate to complete the 9 hours per day..
act, if it is 9-6 im ok but y my colleage love the 10-7..
hadoi...

today, my 'sifu' is on leave..
and i??
terkapai-kapai? bluurrr!
dont know what should i do.
my manager ask me to read the email but none of it i understand what its mean and about..
im done my work on friday for some process..
and also the acc system make me SICK!!!SUCKKKSSSSSSSSS!!!

the person incharge please get back into office and do ur job..
this is urgent!!!
they said, they will give an priority to those who in urgent case..
HELLLO???!!!
im in Finance Department, doing the daily collection, activities and those invoices for 3 currency, doesn it looks like im in URGENT??shut up!

my colleagues are busying to chase the due date, i dont want to disturb them ok and i dont like to wait another person coz without the person i cant proceed my task.
huhhhh!

and another problem came out today, if the IT person are upgrading the system some software will missing and got to call them to fix it..y u org nk nyushkan org lain je???and guess what the most important software that always missing during the upgrading is MICROSOFT OFFICE.aihhh...
pleaseee...

Ya Allah, give me courage and patient for being able to geth through all over this..
i dont want a monday sickness but its happen on Monday.
everyday i come, im hoping that the system is done...amiin~


p/s: entry jiwa kacau.hati cedera parah.

selamat hari raya korban..

salam..
yeay!
hrni sy balik awl..
hahhaha...
dtg kul 9.30..memg niat nk balik awl..
bajet jam..
suddenly x jam lgsg..hahahah...
sgt seronok...


hrni rs nk menangis bla fkr dh stat buat akaun...
serius!
sp2 tlg bg sy semgt..sgt down...
rs sesat plak..
x sgka btl nk buat akaun nih..
n plus blm adapt lg ngan environment..
blaja plak ngan kaum lain yg gile kerek..
ajk bapak laju, ak yg nak nangis ikt..

xtaula np, rs x smgt lgsg..
cm x sedia nk keje pon ada..
bln 12 ni nk pndh umah, lg seksa..
apa ntah ak nk buat mlm2..
kt umah at least leh on9, sembg ngan mak..
kt umah ntah apa ak nk buat..
rumate plak keje lain ms...
memg mati kutu hbs..
ieda~> bersedia utk dikacau ea..

hr ry korban..
ry ke2 tnpa atuk..
i really miss him!!!!!!!

p/s: i miss someone too but xbrani nk ungkp..maybe he will scold me..nevemind..T_T

she gives me a courage..

'klu dh btl2 suke kt seseorang tu,
tetapkan hati dengan dia..
klu dh rs hubgn tu memg x akan muncul atau
kembali lagi @ x blh di harap lg,
jgn terima org lain dengan alsn sunyi,@
perlukan seseorg utk entertain kta..
bla dh betul2 sedia dan rs hati tu dh xda rs pape utk
org tu, brulah mulakan hubngan baru'


'kuatkan hati utk bebrp tmpoh ms ni, ko mesti blh linda..'

thanx: ieda@mom

+something is missing. need courage. and hope TIME will help me facing through all of this+

weekend updates..

salam...
really feeling tired..now really know what the real feels in working world..
but im not forget to Thanksful to get a job that related to my field..amin.

+++++++

its really a tough weekend, what a new thing and whats so on..
dun have the right word or feel that really able to express..
for the first time,
i keep it myself..
is that really the end? maybe yes, maybe not.
no one knows..
but whatever it is u being through, it just the courage that u really need..
stop being coercive, childish, selfish, ad negative person..
ur in a process being matured..
be vigilant in whatever u do.
and the lesson: Be Honest to yourself..focus in what u really want for.

++++++

back to work experience,
need to update for lovely frens..hahaha..
nothing mush to say..
im just started doing the accounting stuff like key in data, check this and that..
my unit just focussing in Acc receivable..
even im able to bring my bag, hp and what so ever in, but NO CAMERA plss...
oh, no..
so i cant share my workplace dear..
keep talking :'i'll be fine in here'..
taget: gain an experience..


for my brother, feeling gulity whether im suppose to take a leave during his wedding..
coz in that date our unit is busy for closing acc..
need to think deeply and thoroughly..its my brother wedding OK..
maybe for a half day, it will be ok kot..-_-'
erkkk,,maybe.

wish me luck ok.end.

quote

If u dont know the BLACK, U wont appreciate the WHITE..

If u dont feel the HEARTBROKEN, U wont feel the TRUE LOVE..

If u dont feel the PAIN, U wont enjoy the JOY..

NICE start for new

salam..
today was my first day in work act induction..
very2 friendly, funny and crazy staff..
guess what??
im n a chinese girl are only wear 'baju kurung'.. hahahaha...
coz..
monday is for formal and another day will be smart casual...what??
wooohoooo....

while waiting for our person in charge for induction, i meet a girl who are almost same like my fren Syifa, hahah..
really talkative and she told me how she late at her first day coz she missed the bus, had to take the KLIA express and taxi which cost her RM25 for her first day in the morning..hahaha...
really clumsy, similar but not same as lovely syifa..

the induction start with candidates introduction..
what a pleasant to be there and had an experience with a fun and crazy 'wanna be' staff..
hahahh...
lots of rumors, jokes especially when they describe their name using 2 adjectives..hahha..
then we got a short break and after dat account opening process by the HSBC staff..
and for info my place is not a daily basis banking activities but only for DATA PROCESSING center... so u dont have any excuses to take a loan with me or ask me about any loans or whatever dat related to daily activities in bank..
after lunch we got a briefing about safe and awareness in working place, reward strategy, EPF session, insurance brief session and lastly we being pass to our line manager..

mine are on lift so, after a very short briefing from her assistant, i get a permission to go back...
YEAY!!!
although just early for 15min but still happy...
anyway, i think dat really a good start for me and plus, of course need to work out my english...
insyallah...

C.O.U.N.T.D.O.W.N

salam..
fuuuhhh..
1 day left..
starting from tomorrow need to prepare everything..
hmmm...
start of something new n hope its going to be GOOD..


p/s: Pray for mee!