mendung si Ahad..

Assalamualaikumm..
hrni 1 hr hujan..
du umah 1 hr menyiapkan kad2 bro..
kejam sungguh..
blh thn gak letihnk urskan 1 wedd..
mkn je dh lebh 10ribu..
itu nak bajet duit kawen 15 ribu??
x dapek dek.
bak en ibnu, klu xda 50k dlm tgnjgn nk fkr kawen..
walah..
huh~

bosan je hrni..
cite kt tv x best, astro x best.
hindustan x best. sume x best..
xdpt srpn yg didingini..+sigh+

nk kua xblh..
gile sentp bla kena tikam dgn ayt " mana nk da duit, asek kua je"
bapak gile sedih!!!!
ak rs ak deserve pe, ak pnat keje..
menahan mata, telinga, tgn sume tuk siapkan keje..
g keje sblm mthri terbit, balik slpas mthri terbenam..
ak xrs ada penghrgaan utk dr sdr..
simpanan??nothing!

giler aku xphm..
apa bnd lah yg x puas hati sgt ngan aku nih..
kdg2 aku rimas..
keje 5 hr, n ak xda entertainment..
memg rs nak meraung jerla...

rimas!
trying to be a better person tp br bln 1 dh hilang bnd tu sume..
sesp pon bla pent akn mudh mrh..
tp a pon x phm..
agknye ak ni kna bwk diri ke planet pluto, duk situ diam2..


emosi apa yg da kt ak skang ni pon ak xtau...

+too much "kejutan'+

Salam..
there was a long time i didnt update this blog..
working life is suckssss...
huh~

anyway, purpose to write is to remind myself and also people who still have their parents and role as human..
first, this week too much unpredictable news..
in my office got AVP who passed away because of 'High Blood pressure' and his nerve has burst..
feel really sorry for his family..
the point is, how he left his name after he passed away..
he really well-known person but not for a good reason but for really unexpected things..
'flirting, playboy, drinkng and what so ever'
all people that know him, was talking about that thing when they know about the news.
so, i think we should remind ourself as a human and of course we didnt expect what will happen in the future..anything happen in a sec without sign.

then, 2nd news from my friend about her mom suddenly sick and passed away..
how u feel when ur mom suddenly sick and no more with u..
for me, its really stab my heart.. really remind me about my mother, and wondering if she can forgive me for whatever i have done before...
i really impressed to my fren, which dont have a father and suddenly her mom..
she is sgt tabah ok..
Ya Allah, tolong lindungi kawan ku and beri dia kemudahandan kesenangan utk dia mengharungi semua bnd ni..

now, my team and me are struggling to close the acc for end month of Jan..TERRIBLE!WORST!
ketabahan sgt diperlukan sgt2...

up..up..date..

salam..
really have no time to updtae this blog..
too many things, too many wedding and too many constraint..

my life getting more n more happy..
but cannot give a hope too much but dont forget to pray!
Alhamdulillah sgt2..
thanx kat kwn2 yg sgt suppotive n harapkan yang terbaik utk aku..
ak pon hrp hubngan ak berkekalan hingga akhir hayat..
so, we dh stat planning..
planning je tau, hanya Allah yang menentukan..

i hope both of us will be more concerns about each other feeling..
from now on, start to being matured and use our brain..(selama ni x guna otak ke?)hahah..
b4 ni x matured sgt n byk sgt bnd jadi, so jd serbut msing2..

fos this time range adalah masa closing accounts..
urghhhh...
tp if kta buat keje ngan tenang, sume jd ok..
smooth je..
payment dh sttle, tunggubos cek, harp xda yg slh..
hrp2 strategi aku tu betterla..
less time usage, less mistakes n less re-do if got mistakes..
memg horror wat akaun nih..
slh 1, settle sume, DELETE! tnpa rs berslh..
ak xtaula cne org yg keje kat audit or acc dept bertahun2..
urff~
skang ni ak jg collection, n Fixed asset..
rs serbut sb collection dtg ms hujung2..
ms tula nk kna cek amount taly ke x, ms tula nk prepare sheet, ms tula nk key in..
ada ms 2 hr je weh..
bertus akaun..
stiap bulan almost 8million collection payment..
sadis!
Fixed asset, ms buat best je, x byk mslh tp bla dh sent invoices time tu sakit..
biz partner akn anta emel, eh team, coz ni bukan under i, eh team, coz ni not suppose to be chrageback~shit!
ak blm jd emel lg..
byk keje weh!
klu sorg buat sume bnd, ak dh benti keje kot~
jgnla si cina tu benti..blh hilang terus life aku..
pelik ak, slh 1 motto, balancing work n life..
mcm x rs cmtu je..
sbtu ahad nk rehat, time tula byk komitmen..
wedding, nk jalan ngan family, n plus dh da love..
ohh..ohh..oh...

alrite..sok keje..
nite..assalamualaikum.

too many plan..

salam..
nice today..
my GF will start a new sem dis monday..
good luck n all the best to them..
struggling n all out for the last sem dear..
love u all..
ida, ain will stat on 3rd jan..
when la nak jumpa mereka..huhu!
really miss them..

for real, i really thanksfull that God leave me my very concerns n loving fren..
really appreciate them..at my tough moment, they lighten my day..
i got a fren that said she never has a close fren n she laugh when i said a got 10 closefrens..
i really mean it..
if she knows my GF, she will know..haha..

before this, i dunt see the real frens are..
but really apologise to them for all my mistakes.


to: ida, ain, iza, emy, erin, baz, ilya n fana..

really appreciate u all n sorry for mistakes that i have done..

due date..

2mrrw the date will be set..
end or not..
but i can guess now, what it will end..
nothing more, nothing less..

klu ak x pcy qada' dan qadar, mksdnya ak xpecaya pada ketentuan Allah..
i dont knoe the reason behind this..but please My Lord give me strenght and light to believe and feel sure about it..

i noe nothing is easy in this world but, at least give me some space to breath..

"My Lord show me right from wrong..give me light that make me strong..I know the road is long.. please..makes me strong~"

monday sickness..

rs pelik nape org x sk hr isnin..
tp ia mgkn sb rs x puas cuti..
ak bkn x sk isnin, tp ak rs x puas je nk duk umah..
klu blh, nk duk umah je..
tp kna la keje..mmg nk keje..
its time tu cr duit sdr..
ak nk blaja hdup berdikari..tp ak pon kna pndai manage dr sdr..

bla ak da mslh ttg hati..
kawan ak kt, mslh bsar selm ni ko blh handle, np ni x blh..
rs tergamam..
kwn2..tgk mcm x ksah tp sbnrnya dorg concern sgt2..
dorg kt, ko ada org lain lg yg syg kt kau..
betul..!

tp ak juga perlukan ms..

sok keje..
ms jumaat hrtu rs puas bla dpt buat keje ngan betul, esp bla 1 invoice@cdt note tertera nama kita sbg prepare person..
n rs puas bla kta dpt buat mengikt step yg btll..
frst time kepala ak berjalan ngan btl.sume sb 1-to-one discussion..

bos kt ak old-school sb suke bgn awl, nk g keje awl, x sk kabut n sk kekemasan..
cm pelik..ak rs akula manusia plg malas..slain ibnu..haha(tetb teringt ms gado sb msg2 nk menang jd pemls no 1.)fun!
bos ak kt aku jenis suke amik tau apa je bnd ak buat..ak rs majoriti cmtu..
n kwn2 s pon kt sy concerns..i got a good shoulder for u to cry..eceh..

papepon , ak i need time to adapt..
always think positive.
ak bkn sk nk fkr negtif tp yes! i am seorg perisau..
penykit bapak aku..
bnd kecik ak sk risau lebih..
lg2 bla dgr kwn2 ak skt tp skt sdr lg hebat..
tp..who cares..?? thats me...
sume org ada bnd utk dirisaukan..

insyallah, sethun lg..
ak nk tgk perubhn pd dr aku..
ak nk cr apa yg sbnrnya aku nak..

selalu tny b4 tdo..ak ni nak apa?apa yg ak nak capai..
blh x ckp ak nak kawen..haha..
dush!
tp ak dh rs tertekan bla cousin bg range time utk ak kawen..
ak rs mcm br sebulan keje..dorg cm fkr ak dh sethun keje..suh kawen je..
bapak aku plak suh kawen sb risau xda org nk jg aku..hahah...
manusia..
7 org, 7 perangai..
diffrnt perangai tulah yg memeriahkan dunia..

huh!
bsk dh x leh on9..
dulu beriya nk smpan duit, xnk bli brdbnd tp skang akn ku fkrkan..-_-'