Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Nothing extra-ordinary. but some curious, blurr n stress. This whole month feel like lil' bit busy. for meet the deadline, contribution to sport club, meeting n bla bla bla. contribution to sport club?? erkk.. is that u linda? yes! its me! since im joining brunsfield, i have to participate in this kind of thing. im in Napoleon team, and its Yellow. *sigh*
Since this month is my 2nd month joining brunsfield, so, got participate 2 games, first table tennis (imagine, person that never touch the 'kayu' n non of the rules know, playing that game n for single play some more.) of course im lose. hahahha.. sooo, funny! this July, got netball, so, already win to 2 team, so, this week left for the most power team, victorian (red). i remembered that last time i played netball when i was in standard 6. memg carca merba main. for the 2nd match, asyik kena 'preit' je ngan referee..hahah. mana tau rule seh.. rs mcm nk pts anggota bdn pas main tuh..huhu
later i share u the pic.
Act, the main point i write today, coz i feel so burden. got 1 ex that really makes me hate him until now. for the last 4 years i never reply, pick up his call n i blocked him to avoid him.. today, he text me n ask me y, n y i didnt fogive him about something that he didnt know n never bother him. for the stupid man like him, of course he wont know what he have done. no one will hate people for no reason right?? n i feel like he is more stupid because he knows what he done but pretend he doesnt. come onela.. every body already knows what u are with ur bullshit 2 faces. what shud i do?? the worst, each time i heard or remember about him, feeling like disappointed y i can met him 1 time ago. serious shit i cnt think about him. u ca imagine how i feel until when i think about him, im trying hardest to avoid me from crying coz the hurt that i felt. maybe i will try to forgive him but yet still aware n avoid him. for people like him, i think no 2nd chance for being a friend.
i know im bad coz cursing n hating people but whatever he done to me, i dont know whether i still can just rid n forget simply like that. being hurt n betrayed. yes, its too over-the-limit coz its happen last 4 years but feeling burden, disappointed for too much n feel ur heart is cutting into pieces. but for my bf i will try to do it. maybe it will relieve me some day. i hope so.
regards,
linda
Since this month is my 2nd month joining brunsfield, so, got participate 2 games, first table tennis (imagine, person that never touch the 'kayu' n non of the rules know, playing that game n for single play some more.) of course im lose. hahahha.. sooo, funny! this July, got netball, so, already win to 2 team, so, this week left for the most power team, victorian (red). i remembered that last time i played netball when i was in standard 6. memg carca merba main. for the 2nd match, asyik kena 'preit' je ngan referee..hahah. mana tau rule seh.. rs mcm nk pts anggota bdn pas main tuh..huhu
later i share u the pic.
Act, the main point i write today, coz i feel so burden. got 1 ex that really makes me hate him until now. for the last 4 years i never reply, pick up his call n i blocked him to avoid him.. today, he text me n ask me y, n y i didnt fogive him about something that he didnt know n never bother him. for the stupid man like him, of course he wont know what he have done. no one will hate people for no reason right?? n i feel like he is more stupid because he knows what he done but pretend he doesnt. come onela.. every body already knows what u are with ur bullshit 2 faces. what shud i do?? the worst, each time i heard or remember about him, feeling like disappointed y i can met him 1 time ago. serious shit i cnt think about him. u ca imagine how i feel until when i think about him, im trying hardest to avoid me from crying coz the hurt that i felt. maybe i will try to forgive him but yet still aware n avoid him. for people like him, i think no 2nd chance for being a friend.
i know im bad coz cursing n hating people but whatever he done to me, i dont know whether i still can just rid n forget simply like that. being hurt n betrayed. yes, its too over-the-limit coz its happen last 4 years but feeling burden, disappointed for too much n feel ur heart is cutting into pieces. but for my bf i will try to do it. maybe it will relieve me some day. i hope so.
regards,
linda
